~8月12号这天~

今天~很奇怪的~很多事情...哈哈...

昨天起完货...从4点多去起到晚上10点多才起完...过后就去吃bak kut teh..

很好笑的是因为太多人了...uncle忘了我的两人份...@@

当我去问的时候...原来uncle忘了...还问我你还没吃啊...我只能说还没...@@...哈哈...

叫水的也很好笑...给我一堆冰块却没给我杯, 我也只好用茶杯放冰块喝...感觉不一样...

早上3点左右就要载货去泰国...(跟往常一样还没睡的我)

这次是两辆去...我跟爸的罗里...

爸也跟我说了很多关于罗里的东西...因为知道我要去考手牌了

跟我说罗里要怎样开...要开车就要知道车的优点缺点

然后最重要的是用心去想要怎样开...不要黑青buta...哈哈

也跟我说之前他去考罗里...那个人还问他license 有几种...叫我要回...

最重要的还是要去读路牌...还跟我说开轮胎的方向...

一般上petrol的车...开轮胎都是顺时钟...不过有些diesel的就不一样...虽然左边是顺时钟

可是有时候右边是逆时钟...要看不一样的车...

还跟我说要去了解自己开的车..构造...有些罗里的箱子是锁死的...有的是可以摇点的

都是看车的构造...还有放货的道理...要如果放才不会让车不那么难开

家里的那辆...要把货放均匀...尤其是后面轮胎那个位子...如果货多出来就要放哪里...

也要看箱子的长度...有的轮胎后面...还会多出很多空位...货就不可以放后面...

会翘头...哈哈...如果放太多在前面...车头很重会不好开

一路上跟我说了很多罗里的东西...然后突然聊到山上...

我就莫名的问了一句...爸...你还有看到老虎吗?哈哈

因为爸在吉兰丹的山上...就是gunung khatulistiwa哪里看到老虎过马路

因为是人在砍kayu balak...所以老虎才跑出来...

爸说动物很少会出现除非被打扰到了

然后也说了很多动物的东西...尤其是动物的野性...

还说到去森林考察什么的都是很危险的...随时会被吃掉...哈哈

过后也说了抓角度的东西...开罗里要抓好角度...去过弯...不可以开出人家的路...不然会撞到

还有说到现在什么都很危险...就像骑单车...大舅的儿子就是被撞倒

手脚都断了...爸说现在脚车已经过时了...很危险...

因为脚车太轻...人重...脚车不能拉着人...如果什么事情一定翻...

不像motor...比较重...除非转弯碰到石头才会跌倒...

也聊到说做什么工作都很危险...尤其是工厂的

人最重要的地方是脊椎跟颈项...因为稍微被撞倒下都会半身不遂

nervous system只要断了...就接不回了...所以要很小心...

 也不知道还聊了些什么...说着说着...大概6点就到了kastam

弄好全部permit后就开始搬货过车

6 Tan 的货...对方两辆小车就搬完了..哈哈

不过malaysia如果这样载早就被JPJ抓去喝咖啡了

回家鲁...回家的路上...爸又跟我聊天了

叫我帮他算多一次全部的单...看对不对...

过后爸还问我有没有打算出去国外读...真的傻掉了

哈哈...应该不会吧...除非有scholarship...我才会拉

我只跟爸说可能我会直接读PHD...不过在UTM...

爸就说...那还是是Malaysia哦

爸说这样也不错...还没30岁就PHD...哈哈

过后就说到很多事情人家都会拿来骗人

叫要小心...还有说到魔术

爸一直说魔术是骗人的...他说马来人说的很多...silap mata...哈哈

有机会这样听爸说故事其实还不错...呵呵

过后就去吃东西...吃完回家...爸就叫佳带四舅去吃饭

最后推到我这里...去到新家看着四舅油漆...果真好多东西要去学

而不会是一味的就是无厘头的去做

带四舅去刚刚吃饭的地方再吃一次...这次我没吃...好奇怪的感觉哦

在车上真的话不多...去的时候...哈哈

不过过后开始慢慢聊天...虽然不多

那间饭店是表哥朋友的店...那个朋友以前就像我哥哥那样...

以前好像常常玩在一起...哈哈

上次在姐姐的结婚...看过他一次...他说瓦...变那么高大了

哈哈...

刚好去的时候看到他...他就拿了椅子坐过来跟我聊天

问我现在在家帮忙吗...读书还剩多少年...

聊了一下...还免费帮我+冰块..哈哈

过后也跟四舅聊了下...四舅问我大哥二哥有没有回来

还问我读的科系...解释给四舅听后

他说这样很不错因为没有很多人会...哈哈

重点是这里不吃香...还问我难不难读

他说他很多朋友读到傻了...乱讲话...哈哈

偶尔跟长辈聊天是不错的事情

今天真的过的不错...虽然时间不长...至少有去尝试的social下

虽然很不像以前的我...不过冷场我会很不习惯...不知道为什么...

哈哈...

回来冲凉后就睡了...直接趴到7点多晚上...

因为一个晚上没睡到...哈哈

万岁~

PS: 四舅以前有作过家的东西...包过油漆...之类的...装修家的...=)

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Feeling~*

感觉越来越像以前了...听着听着一些以前很久没听的歌

感觉真的不错...只是唱歌技术有限...哈哈

每次跟着唱都很难唱完...尤其太低音...@@

The feeling was just like the past, will feel touched when listening to a song

even though i am not so good in understanding the lyrics, even i tried to...

but sometimes using the sense n feel to listen to the song...

it brings lot of memories and feeling to me...just like the past...

i used to be a guy that easily feel touched especially listening song...haha

this feeling is back...真是个有感情的种子...hiak hiak hiak...

偶尔听下旧歌还不错...因为不用看歌词也可以哼...哈哈

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~两首歌~

最近听了两首歌...

1. 离开 by MC Hotdog

2. 再痛也沒關係 by 陈势安

离开...里面有几句歌词的意思蛮有意思的

~在虚拟的世界里, 我戴上面具在数不尽的日夜里, 我像是编剧~

~在Real world 我用真名说假的话, Another world 我用假名说真的话~

~有点疑惑, 我也变得有点挣扎在我的两个世界里~

还蛮有意思的...哈哈

第二首, 今天才下载,然后开始听...感觉不错

如果望着天花板发呆+听这首...好像会哭也

刚刚有点这个感觉...哈哈...我怎么了...@@

尤其是那个歌词

~我的心被你悬在倒不了的天际, 想念弥漫着空气快不能呼吸~

哈哈...今天有点失常...看着银幕上...

莫名的感觉...=)

难得的一天

8月4号, 晚上9.30...跟biao, yang, lai shang 还有 kit 打球...好久没那么疯狂了

哈哈...边打边笑...也不知道怎么了, 都是笑点...哈哈

好疯狂的一天...好久没这样几个兄弟一起打球了

虽然不是全胜...可是我跟lai shang都一对...赢了不少哦...哈哈...

打完球还哈拉了下...好久好久好久没这样咯...

Basketball ~~~

~中间~

问了考lorry的东西...跟妈说了...叫我叫四哥一起去考

跟四哥说了...得到的回复说...我叫哥姐找工了...不要...

夹在中间...怎么办呢...左右为难...

............

今天..妈妈训了四哥一些话

因为一直出去到很夜..工作也不好好做

最严重的是...妈妈哭了...我第一次看到妈妈哭

四哥也哭了...四哥说他要出去工作

我开始烦了

也决定了要去拿手牌...可是我去读书的时候

爸爸又怎样呢...少了一个儿子的帮忙...不是更忙吗...

我真的慌了...

GPS

。。。想不到。。。
我。也。会。有。迷。路。而。找。不。到。出。口。的。一。天

~等待~

等待=等候+期待？
等待是辛苦的
尤其在你不知道对方想法...还拼命的等待...希望结果是你自己的想的
但是真的有可能？
等...等...等...真的是很辛苦
还等得下去吗？还是要打退堂鼓呢？
对你来说我算什么呢？
你是我现在唯一说心事的方法了...我已经想不到其他方法
能现在这样...用这样的方法写出来
虽然你静静的看着我写...只是对我来说是种抒发心情的方法...哈哈
这个世界变得好吵...对周围的东西我开始变得不信任
只能走1步看1步...不要太跌下去
记得每次反省自己...不是像自己想的那样
昨天听了路人甲+我以为...差点哭了出来
脑里的画面不停跑出来...
刚刚仔细听了那些年...感觉又来了
我最近到底怎么了呢...为什么老是有感触
一直胡思乱想...做你该做的东西吧
不要想太多...+u ^^

~Tir3d Days~

2day was the worst day for me...last night ate few bananas...2day whole day diarrhea...
evening work...i hate this work...they sent duck to a place near my house...
n halau duck down from the lorry...(we have to build wall to surround the duck...after that...catch the duck n fill into the boxes...after filling all the boxes...need to naik lorry...
9 boxes tall...5...4...in a roll...n need to take 4 boxes up 5 boxes...is really heavy n tired...
this not a problem...the problem is there are 2 trips...2 lorries = =''...
1 lorry 198 boxes...around 400 boxes...crazy man..is really heavy..work until no energy...
tired...i will die...haha...
but finally finished working...result...hand injured...leg pain...haha...
whatever...finished 2day work...2mr hv another trip to send duck to thail...after that i will sleep...as much as i wan...haha...+0ils...good 9~

~很多不知道的事~

2day go kampar working with father...
on the way bac home...i suddenly ask my father...what is the main difference between black duck n white duck...becoz i hv a lot of questions about the difference...
basically, both of them can lay eggs...but their purpose is different...
most of the ppl will sell the black duck eggs as eating eggs...becoz chinese...black ducks are called as 蛋鸭...from the name...we can knw that the duck is reared for laying eggs...
my father say that most of the time...black duck eggs are used for eating eggs...it can be used to hatch little duck...but if the duck is male...then it is priceless in the market...
some even sell them at 10 sen each...but if the little duck is female..then it can sell with money
for white colour duck...it is called as 種鸭...or 肉鸭...from the appearance...u can see it...
becoz they are really big in size...haha...
most properly...this kind of duck...they will lay eggs too...but their eggs are used to hack little duck
n rear it...becoz their size is big...they need to eat a lot...if the eggs are used as eating eggs...then it is a waste...nw more or less i get to knw the differences...haha...
becoz i feel the same...they can lay eggs...they can be eaten...but i forget the point that their differences in their size...their eggs...n their purpose...
apart from that...there is a new species...call as mule that is being 炒红 by my father...
using of male red face duck(番鸭 or called as 红面鸭) with white duck or black duck(female)
depend on what u wan...if with white duck...the mule duck will become bigger...
beside that...for their foods...that must be a must to have...glucose...fat...starch...but cant over the amount...
apart from that...there is a must that contain a little bit antibiotics...ducks are different from chickens...becoz chickens required more antibiotics in their foods compared to ducks...
so...for duck foods...my father added some chickens foods(饲料) inside...around 600kg duck foods...add in 50kg chicken foods...
beside that...they is a must to hv 牛肉粉 inside the duck fooods...the cows must be new zealand dairy cattle...that is the no.1 beef powder...it is more good is compared of using fish powder...becoz fish powder contains more salt...some of the fish are big and contain lot of fats...
ducks are sensitive towards fats...so it is better to use beef powder...

after saying this...my father tell me about my family history...
he say that black duck...is start from my family...my father rear ducks and collect the eggs...
then hatch the eggs...n sell the little ducks...my father started his duck farm in 1976...
when 1980...mt father started to earn money by selling little ducks...RM1 each...n earned some money...but...there was no account for my family...(that time still 公家) ... mean the money that we earn...will split for whole family...some of the money is being...EATEN by some of the family members...even my father asked the opinion of my uncle n my grandmum...they not agreed to set up accounts for this business...but around 1997 or 1998...the business was declining...n finally my father needed to close the duck farms...
my 2nd uncle is such a DAMN ppl...from my father...i can see that...he is the one that knows to scold ppl n sleep only...when earning money...he said that was his business...
when started to owe ppl money...he said that all the ducks were reared by my father...
finally...my father sold out all the duck in the farm n close the farm...
my 2nd uncle said that the farm was belonging to him...so we 赶我们出去...
we were moving out to our new house at 24/12/1998...

my father also said that...my grandfather...and my grandfather brother story...
they were same story...hatching eggs n selling ducks...
when earning money...everyone happy...but started to loss money...they started to argue...
finally my grandfather moved out with nothing...
at that time...my eldest uncle n eldest aunt...they helped ppl to send water from the entrances to the ppl house...1sen per 1 bottle...after that...when the turn my grandfather started to hatch eggs...my eldest uncle buy a motorcycle with 3 tyres...selling the ducks all around...
my father also said that he cycled to sell water also...1 round only 30 sen...from entrances to ppl house...it is really a hard times...after i hear it...n compared to ppl nw...compared to me...
i m just ntg...i m just using money...i m having more relax life if compared to my father...

haiz...must spend wisely afterward...^^